a walking orgasm

 

without preferences, without likes and dislikes life becomes a walking orgasm, thank you Ali & Rev Heather, because we are open to giving and receiving the Divine. without preferences we realize that everything and everyone is a projection of our mind, and we are One with our Creator, Source, God, the Divine, so all of it is Mother, Father, God, the Divine.

we are not separate. yeah we had this crazy ass idea that we could be, and because we are an idea within the mind of All That Is, POOF! here we are on this big ball of spinning dirt and water thinking that we are all separate from each other and everything else.

oh yeah. ORGASM. how could be forget. distracted.

we have preferences. we decide. yeah we decide what we like, what we think is good, what is going to bring us happiness and how to control and manipulate people and stuff to get what we like. oh, and we also decide what we don't like, what we think is bad and attempt to keep it away from us so we don't feel something other than happy.

take a moment and ask yourself. self, how is this working? am i happy? oh i am!? really??? okay, well then, how long does this happiness last for? oh, it's conditional and temporary. DANG! well that sucks!

this is our little self asking, "hey is there a way that i can be, that we can be happy a lot more than we currently are without having to work so hard at controlling and manipulating people and things?"

answer: Yes. said smiling and feeling fantastic!

little self asking - really!!?? there is!!?? okay, tell me, what is the key? what do i have to do?

let go of your preferences. simple.

little self replying - wait. but. wait. no. that doesn't seem right. and hey, doesn't that mean that if i decide to let go of my preferences that, well then, i'll get everything?

answer: Yes. said smiling. whatever is in our beset interest at that moment to help us remember who we truly are we are going to receive.

scrap our preferences because what we really want is to feel love, real love. love that is no some conditional thing that is based on items, present, people acting and speaking in a way that we have judged as what is okay. We think we want what we want, our preferences, because we think that it’s going to make us feel joy, happiness, peace, and love. when in truth, right now we can just choose to be happy. seriously. we can choose to be happy regardless of what we think is going on or happening outside of us.

What we truly want is a sense of total well being!

we want to feel love.

we want to feel joy.

we want to feel inspiration.

and we have mistakenly learned or taught ourselves that we need something outside of to do this.

We think that the outside changes how we feel inside.

preferences are lists. we have a list of the things and people we want and the things and people we don’t want.

So we devote our life to getting what we think we want and avoiding what we think we don’t want. Whether we want it or don’t want it, it’s because of what we are telling ourself. What I want is to feel love, joy, and inspiration. This is what I truly want.

So the question is, why don’t I feel love, joy, happiness and inspiration?

Easy!
we only feel this if the outside comes to us in a certain way.

Why is it that when I get what I want I am turned on, i like it, and when I don’t get what I want I am turned off, i don't like it? Why is that?

When our mind has a preconceived notion that something will make us happy, well when we get it we tell ourselves that we’re happy. so we're happy or that's what we're telling ourself. therefore we look for what we think is going to make us happy based on our preferences. we chase after it.

The relationship.

The money.

The accomplishment and title.

We set up a condition that if the world unfolds in this way, where I get what it is that I am telling myself is going to make me happy, I will open to it. Meaning my heart and my mind will be receptive. it's not the thing we are chasing that makes us happy. that gives us the orgasm. nope! we think it is but it is not.

we are happy and feeling good because we are open. we are without preference in that moment. this is what we are happy. we are seeing, most likely unconsciously, that it's all an expression of the Divine.

Objects like people, cars, money, homes, and titles do not give us happiness. okay they may. but they are very temporary.

we have taught ourselves this to distract us and keep us chasing after our tail.

now when we have an issue with something, because of our preferences, we tell ourselves that we don’t like it, we close down and this is why we feel bad. Because we are closed. It’s not because we saw the accident, the snake, or the weather report. It’s because we judged something as needing to be different than it is, and we closed down.

back to the orgasm. sorry no visual aids today. oh, hey, just close your eyes and use your imagination. we can spend our life, and most of the time we do, chasing after things that are outside of us hoping that when we finally catch them we will be happy. or. Or. we can stay open. we can stay open to receive the love, the joy, the happiness that is already there hidden behind our preferences.

little self asking, "how do i stay open? how do i go against my preferences or get rid of them or change them?"

answer: just choose, decide not to close or shut down when we are triggered. you hear the name of a being that you are for the first time being introduced to. wait, i know that name and it reminds me of someone that did me wrong so i am not going to like them. see. we used the past as a frame of reference, and formed an opinion and automatically shut down. this is a great opportunity to not close and shut down and instead ask to see them beyond their name and the crap i have attached to it and remember that they are just like me. an expression of the Divine.

When we don’t have all these likes and dislikes, better known as preferences, and let go of conditions needing to be a certain way we find out that life is amazing. This journey through the dream becomes happy. we realize that without our preferences everything becomes neutral which frees us up to enjoy the experience fully knowing that it’s temporary. Embrace what is in front of us now and have a walking orgasm.

so how do we have a walking orgasm? how do we enjoy this thing called life all the time. we let go of our learned, decided upon preferences and open knowing that everything and everyone is an expression of the Divine. the Divine is in everything that i see because the Divine is in my mind. i am in the mind of the Divine/God/the Universe. the Divine is in everyone and everything, even in those people and things where I choose to deny the Divine. my denying doesn't change the fact that there is only the Divine expressing itself.

there ya go. the walking orgasm. you can have it. you're having it now once you let go.

thank you.

love you.

dew sez